when people do things and say things purely for attention, it actually makes me so angryy with people. especially when you know other people that have genuinely gone through things like that.
so messed up 
i’d much rather like to give my attention to people that really truly need it 

if you start treating people by the thought that ‘if *insert name here/i* die/s tomorrow, i will not have any thoughts such as; i wish i never said that, i wish i wasn’t that horrible’ etc, it kinda makes things in life seem a lot more reasonable. so like, even if right now you think ‘she’s not even a nice person, why should i be nice to her?’, if you just realise that everyone deserves to have some niceness towards them, so no matter what, you won’t feel like you wasted time holding a grudge/hating someone, because no one deserves that really.
i don’t know really, it just makes me think, like, you know what, if people are the way they are towards you now, then at least you know it’s not because you’re currently being negative towards them, it’s because it’s the way they generally are. hmm, thinking session overrrr